Yesterday I didn’t feel so great, but today.. . . takes the biscuit!! This morning whilst the nurse was helping me, I had to fight with myself to keep my eyes open. After that I felt dizzy, nauseous and ill.
Then went to bed and slept for the morning. Dragged myself out of bed for lunch. I put the radio on a slow station. Couldn’t handle the noise and put it out.
Then went back to bed. I feel so exhausted and can’t make the simplest decision. Everything is too much for me. I feel like this is a burnout.
Is this the MS, or too much pressure from this time of year (I am always glad when Xmas is over), or going over my limits for too long.
Do other people experience this? What have you done to improve the situation?
Hello Mara, I know exactly how you feel, but i have yet to ask for help. I find it difficult to drag myself from the bed, physically, and often have to fall out and drag myself up the side, as for some reason my back/waist and right leg just refuse point blank to bend in the morning! I then manage to reach the kitchen for my morning! (11.30 ish) cuppa and cigarette. ( i gave up for 10 yrs) but find it’s the only thing that chills me out....maybe an excuse but i can live with that....lol Then i either fall asleep on the sofa or get dressed, depending on what kind of day i’m having.....usually like the one you have described. I just try so hard to fight that feeling, it’s hard i know, but i do love Christmas, it cheers me up and i can spend all day watching feelgood christmas dvds!
